The Last Time

Well, it's official. I will never be a Freshman again. How great is that? My Freshman year of college was such an amazing experience, it definitely helped me figure out who I am. I started out the year with a lot of difficulties set in front of me. Jeff and I had broken up, my family moved to Utah, I was in a new place with no friends and completely and utterly homesick. But there were so many people who helped me to become a better person and figure out who I am and what I want out of life and I want them to know how grateful I am for that.
My roommates have been the greatest example and a constant support system for me. Some of us didn't always get along, but we loved each other and knew that we could always count on each other, even in our darkest moments. We created friendships that I hope/know will last our entire lives. I will always be grateful for the friends they were to me and for the comfort they gave me.

Erika, I specifically want to tell you how grateful I am for you. I know I already told you in my letter, but I just wanted to quickly say how much I love you. You are my best friend and I could not have made it through these past few months without you. Even before you and I became so close, you were always the one to ask if I was okay and you constantly checked on me when I was crying (even when my mom asked you to). You are like my sister and I love you so much. Thank you for everything.




Then there's the girls of 417. I love you! You guys were always there when I needed to rant. It was so nice to have a place I could go to when my apartment became too much. You made me laugh, you let me cry and we could talk about anything. There was so much trust and that was such a great safety net to have. You guys, along with my roommates, were my family. I hope that we continue that bond in the semesters to come. I love you all so much.

How could I forget the boys that also influenced my life? There were a few who really stand out, Andrew, Tommy and Ulises. Andrew has been an amazing friend from the beginning and really helped me feel like I was fitting into this whole college lifestyle. He was my go-to guy, someone I could do the craziest things with but also have the deepest conversations. I am so grateful for him.
Tom really helped me figure out what I wanted out of my future, but he was also an amazing friend. I'm sure our friendship will last for years to come, or at least until one of us gets married ;) . We were open and honest with each other from the moment we met and I knew I could trust him with anything. Being his friend helped me realize that I'm ready for a real relationship and that I want someone who knows what he wants out of life. Tommy, you will always be one of my best friends. Thank you for helping me to become who I am today.

Ulises is one of the most amazing people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. He is kind, generous and sincere. I have never met anyone else like him. I can talk to him about the most serious things, but also goofy things. He knows how to make me laugh when I'm having a hard day. He is that kinda guy who knows how to treat a girl. He's one of my closest friends and I know he will always be one. His mission will be an amazing  experience and he will have so much success. I can't wait for when he gets home and can tell me all his amazing stories.

I can't wait to go back in January and re-unite with my friends, but I also can't wait to make new friends. I'm excited for the relationships I will create next year. I know that it will be better than ever. Thank you guys for everything.